Well today my mom got a call. My cousins dog Max who was 13 was throwing up huge amounts of blood. So me and my mom went to meet my aunt and my cousin Josh at the vets. They had just called my uncle (He had just had surgery) and my cousin ben (he had to take care of my uncle and clean up the blood) Well they decided to put him to sleep. I still remember all the times growing up when me, Josh, and Ben would play tag and the Max(He was a shepard mix) Would attack them and not me. He used to always freak when I got hurt due to when I was 4 he playfull hit me with his paw and I fell over crying.

Worst of all seeing this all brought me back to two years when my own dog died. I had watch my older dog give birth to her and raised her.She was more then a sister then a dog. I even saw her give birth to her own puppies. One night(I still don't know what happened) We were up in New Hampshire and couldn't find ether of the dogs. My mom blamed me as we searched though the trailer.(It's an vation place. I don't live in a trailer) we found her mother hiding in the spear room. We soon found her under my bed but she couldn't get out. my mom pulled her out. It turned out her back legs were paralized. We went from vet to vet in that small country town but no help. so we went home to the big vet's office in my home state. Ocean Stat Vets. I was given the final choice. Put her down or go through treatment and buy a doggie wheelchair(Her legs would never work again). They had added she'd be in no pain. So I selfishly said yes. a few days she came home for the night. I tossed and turned hearing whineing and yowls in my dream; I didn't know they were real. That mourning my mom told me she was in pain and they were putting her down. to late. We came home she had died alone in a huge ammount of pain. Then the vet bill came in and the dr. bastard, who had lied to me, want 1.000 dollars extra to figure out what was wrong with her! I still have to live with that. So much when my own Grandma passed I didn't cry as much as I do to this day about my dog.

moral: Never go to the huge pet hospitals. most of them have lost their hearts to greed.